马卡龙 :)

Motivation starts from now

Im having my dream job. - something that im motivated to work hard for. :D
My brother was offered a army job : being a admin clerk. Minimum requirements : a Degree.
Basic Pay : 3.6k and above. Time : 8am-5.30pm. 5 days work. Isnt this a Fucking god damn nice job? i just have to nurse to the computer wholeheartedly. i do not need to nurse the patients and their families as well. And i no need to keep apologising for something that i think i was not in the wrong. And apologise for the sake of minimising complaints as what my superior tells me. "please initiate the apology for the sake of avoiding necessary complaints." ??????. Eventhou i was not in the wrong, i have to apologise. this is my job scope. not only do i need to nurse the patients, basically. i need to nurse everyone else that exist in the ward. : the doctors, patient's families and my superiors. And how much do i earn a month. a pretty 2k???!! what for man.
Definitely, after my degree. i jumping. :D

Ps : ALICIA, GO GO GO FOR YOUR DREAM JOB! :D

MY BLOG IS SO DEAD.

i hate this life of mine!

this is my life.

7am-3.30pm : work

3.30-5pm : my travelling time to SIM

5pm-10pm : school

10pm-till late : study & assignments @ home

3am-6am : sleeping time.

And it will goes on and on for the consecutively two years.

how long can i still endure this lifestyle.

i hate this seriously.

FML.

Labels : please tell me where is my lunch/dinner time?

People that think studying like that is great. People always say you have degree, yah duh yah duh. seriously, you just dont understand how i seriously feel. so shut your fucking mouth bout commenting how's great it is to at least hold a degree. i get a degree in a different way compared to those Full-Time degree students. try having 3hours of sleep everyday. and still, you have to do night shift during weekends. if you kindly think so are so stuck up, come and take my role.

this isn't Fun.

First day of school, ain't fun. Basically, all my lecturers are ang moh from aussie. totally catch no balls at all. And one thing, its boringggggg. keep tok ku, but cant sleep. :(((( Browsing thru the requirements, almost every unit need like >2500 words essays. which means like i needed to top up my stationery like x 5times. Foolscrap paper x 4pads. waste of money. :((( Time, work and stress management worked out. = 0% Motivation to study. In mind right now, can i withdrawl from the degree course. hahahaha!! soon. il have a aged 40years old body soon. eyebaggs sagged like nobody business. this time i looked realleh ugly. :( ONE THING COOLEST BOUT MY SCHOOL = there is one Popular bookstore. like wowwww.

SCHOOL = SUCKS MY LIFE SERIOUSLY.