Fucking Fucked Up.

what do you mean by whr am i going to find 23k to give you study??!!
Tell me, why are you being so unfair.
Everything is saved up and planned for your son but not for me.
Why your son can gets to University so easily w/o headache bout money problems??
Yet when im given a opportunity and i have to drop out?
Realleh Fucked up.
This is so unfair.
WHY HE GETS TO STUDY U AND YET I CANT???!!!

FUCKED YOU LUHH.

LABELS : I REALLEH HATE YOU TO THE COREEE.

Eversince when i started Nursing. Getting sponsorship i gave you money every month. You wan how much i gave, never argue with you before. And he, earn so much more than me. Giving you a pathetic $100 and yet you dont complain a fucking thing. Everything i used my own money, i paid for all my own expenses for this Bloody 4years. And him, giving you nothing. Rather, sticking out his hands to take money from you. Buy LCD TV also you pay. Buy whatever LV wallet also you pay. Buy whatever nike dunk shoes, clothes or whatever shit. Bus stamp, MRT stamp also you pay. when i asked from you, you just shoo me away. *thou im not serious. This just realleh shows how much you loved me compared to my Brother. whatever thing it is, Even if he earn so much than me he's always the one giving the least. Did i ever complain it to you that you are unfair. And when you bought something for me, he want the cash in return. Fucked yr damn head. what does this sentence mean to you as a Mother : "ah girl can never take more money than me from you." what is god damn fucking this sentence mean. Even you had declared giving him this fucking 500k House of 55% and yet i only get 45%. Do i complain and make you in difficult spot? Nope, i still gives in and agrees. whenever im on holidays, i went to work part-time. Eventhou my pay is less, i still gives you money. How bout him, did i ever see him taking up part-time job when studying?? From what i learnt now, every single lil day lessons learnt. Even now, i having a Full-time job, yet im still taking up 2part-time jobs. Did i ever see you praising me for being so hardworking rather than someone just slacking at home everyday after school?? im realleh so Fucking doned with this Fucking Family.

NEVER RELY ON ANYONE. EVEN IF ITS YOUR OWN FUCKING-HAVING THE SAME BLOOD FLOWING MOTHER. ALWAYS TO STAND ON YOURSELF. ITS SAFER AND MORE RELIABLE. YOU WAN TO BE SO SELFISH, I CAN. I WILL TREAT YOU AND YOUR SON THE WAY YOU TREATED ME. GOODLUCK TO YOU STAYING W HIM NEXT TIME. ONE DAY YOU WILL REALISE ACTUALLY DEEP DOWN WHO'S THE MOST FILIAL TO YOU. BY TELLING YOU ANYTHING NOW YOU WOULDNT UTD BCUS YOU ARE JUST SO STUPID STUBBORN-HEADED. FOR YOU TO REALISE YOURSELF. PEOPLE, AS BEING A PARENTS NEXT TIME, EITHER ITS A SON OR A DAUGHTER. ALWAYS TO BE FAIR AND EQUAL. BECAUSE THEY CAME OUT THE SAME WAY AS THEY DO - STILL IS YOUR BELOVED CHILDREN. I SWEAR IL NEVER PASS THIS DOWN TO MY KIDS - BECAUSE WHAT YOU DOING NOW, NEXT GENERATION LEARNS.
*HAVE THIS IN YOUR BLOODY MIND.